Ahmad Khairil Anuar :')
i miss youu like crazy and im really losingg youuu babe. i dont know how to start first.
do you still remember our i/c ? 240410-08-5558 :'D ahahah
so many memories we had since we've been together for 14 months, later our 15 months will be coming soon. Like usual, celebrate all alone :')
i miss your laugh, your smile, your kisses, your hug. :( semuanya dah jadi kenangan,
kenangan paling manis teramat sangat :')
But now you've asyiqin, she will take care of youu and always be with youu kan? Congratulations k beto and asyiqin, happy always together :') im happy for both of youuu. jgn gaduh gaduh k :') Joren always love youuu!
okay just nk cerita sikit how me and beto met and we fall in love with the first sight hehe :')
Okay ini time zaman myspace tgh hot enn ya Allah hihi, aku tegur dye sbb nak mntk tlg suruh member dye call aku ada problem skit. then dye mntk number member tuu. k aku bagi lahhhh. Suddenly dye mntk number aku. i was like wtf mamat ni, gataii gilaaa. K terus tak layan hahah.
Then 13/4/2010, he suddenly text me. terperanjat gilaaa. mana ceruk ntah dpt number aku kenn. dye mcj pun because nk suruh smething kan. k fine takpelahhh. Satu jam kemudian tuuu bosan anak haram lah duduk dalam kereta. aku cari dye hhaha sumpah lawakk. k kitorang massage2, then tak sempat kenal habis dye dah minta couple. Ya Allah biar betul mamat ni, aku selekeh kanggg. k lupakann
on 24/4/2010 :')
hangout jj and tak sangka akan jumpa dyee, k dye sombong gilaaaa. pergi mati lahhh kann, aku buat hal akuu. tapi suka dekat dye memang ada HEHE gatai anishhh nie. ehh lantak lah mamat tu. Then balik rumahh, aku message dye perli ahh ckp sombong ape semuaa and that time lepek was right beside me. beto minta couple. aku mcm speechless. lepek ambil phone terus ckp 'OKAY' wtf gilaaaa. k ahhh layan dulu mamat ni kann tnguk mcm mana. First couple sumpah rasa tak suka tu ada skit. tapi try lah dulu heheh.
okay couple mcm biasaa, first mmg sweet ape semuaa and i love you so much beto :')
on 30/4/2010
its my birthdayy but at the same time we both fight sebb aku mencarut itu jee punn and masa tu baru tahu dye panas baran gilaaa. baru baru kann tak reti nk melawan lagi. senyap je lahhh. Tapi fikir balik kira okay lahh dye tak suka aku mencarut kann And slowly perasaan sayang tu mula muncul ewahhhh. then tanda dye mntk maaf, beli lah baju mango kann hahaha k thankyouu baby. i wear it on your first date with syiqin :')
Then as usual lahhh, celebrate 24/5 24/6 24/7 24/8 24/9 24/10 24/11 24/12 24/1 24/2 24/3 24/4
Okay on the way nak pergi 24/4 tu memang mcm mcm kenangan kitorang sama sama, ada pahit ada maniss. Before dye main bola, selalu ambil berkat dekat akuu, kalau menang atau dye ade goal mesti dye cakap "semuanyaa untuk awak baby" yess i still remember sayangg. You selalu buat i happy dgn lawak youu, belai i manja manja. You pandai layan i haihh memangg orang akan selesa dengan b :')
on 24/4/2011
Aku plan nak buat party for our anniversary and plus my up coming birthday. k all berjalan lancar. Celebrate dekat tower regency hotel. memang takkan lupaa majlis tuuu. Sangat special and i'll always remember it. Thanks for everything sayangg, i will always love youu so muchhh ahmad beto !
K malas cerita selebihnyaa, ni pendekkan jee, God tak tahannn :'(
so celebrate as usual 24/5, sampai situ jeee yg boleh sambut.
Kita gaduhhh then break, baby im losingg youuuu and missing youuu :'(
Tak sampai dua hari couple, someone has take my placee.
k untuk anniversary 24/6, kita sempat sambut kannn. Last lahhh lepas ni tak dpt nak celebrate sama sama.
Beto, Thanks for everything that you give to me, thanks for the love, thanks for take care of me, thanks for your heart, thanks for your kisses that always bagi semangat. You're not mine anymore, i will always love youu until when when sayangg. Take care of yourself, jgn risau pasal i, im okayy :')
on 2/july, your first date with asyiqin kann. k i wear MANGO shirt that you give to me.
im crying, im hurted, yess teramat sangat tuhan je tahu semuanyaaa.
Takpelah, orang tak prnah rasa apa i rasa so i dont want to blamed anyone. i dont know why so hard to forget youu and never stop loving youuu. Terlalu susahh even i kena terima semua ni. Tapi tuhan tahu semuanyaa, semangat i dah takda nak hidup, my life empty. Zero! takde semangat nk buat ape ape, lemah gilaaa dah ni. come on anis azureen :'(
k i will stop here, sorry guys tak tahan sangat dah ni :'( take care beto and syiqin. im happy for both of you :')
Mummy, anis tak nak pergi hospital. Please jgn paksa anis.
i dont need all that sorry mummy, i know how to handle myself :')
i love you so muchh mummy.
satu hari kalau joren takda dah,
joren nk minta maaf dgn semua kesalahan joren.
joren tak kuatt :'(
btw, sorry ye asyiqin, janji ini last :') loveyouu sayang!
okay bye lovers!
assalamualaikum.
Sincerely,
nur anis azureen bt a aziz
Bapok Handsome,
i miss you like crazy!